My Sweet Girl Zoe
by Essy W.
You left us on April 24, 2015. You were already having a hard time with accidents around the house and on your bed, I know you felt bad about doing that, I felt worse not knowing how to help you.... then you developed diabetes.... and starting to lose weight, rapidly.
When I took you to the doctor on your final day, believe me, it was the hardest thing I ever had to do. I am sorry! I still wonder if I gave up on you too soon, and it kills me not having you around... you were there for me through so many bad times, and many good times, I hope I gave you all the respect, love and attention you deserved, you were such a timid, shy little girl and everyone that got the pleasure to meet you, loved you...
On your last day on this earth, it rained as we were taking you on your last walk, then we got to see two rainbows, it felt as a way of God telling us it will be okay, and you were going to be taken care of, until we meet again.
Zoe, I will always miss you and will never forget you. Thank you for teaching me to be more accepting of things, to live in the moment and to forgive.