My Girl Shivers
Oct 4th 2014 was the day my baby girl told me it was time, Dr said she would tell me when it was, and she did. We did everything to try and save her, and got an extra 4 months for all the treatment that she had. God wanted her to come home.
It's been 6 months April 4th and I still feel like it happened yesterday. Nobody except my husband at least I feel, understands the depth to which I loved her. I honestly can't believe she really is not with me. She was my life! I am so lost without her.
I spent 12 yrs 3 months with her, she came with me to work everyday, slept with me every day! Once I was stranded out of town due to a snowstorm, and couldn't make it back to her, I was devastated! Minus that 1 day I have NEVER been away from her. The lose I feel is so unbearable, yet I go on daily, with no one really even suspecting how terrible I feel. The silent crying I do daily for her, no one knows. I just don't get how we all just go on. I really don't! I will never give my love to another dog.